Date: December 17, 2007 at 14:33:05
From: jake
Age: 15
Subject: 2 big problems. HELP!
alright, ive been going out with this girl since october and we have been talking about sex for a while, but since she knows im a virgin and shes not we are taking it kind of slow. so far shes only let me under her bra. but nothing really below the waist.
im ready to have sex, but my dilema is i dont know if i'll be good enough for her becuase she older and shes more experienced even though its only by a year
second problem is i think she might be cheating me with my friend. things have been different latly. they are practicaly best friends but i dont mind that until the last month and a half. ok i got grounded becuase i got caught shoplifting at a store. but ive stopped and im never going to do it ever again. but when i was grounded we talked alot and she said that she got grounded for 2 weeks b/c she went to my friends house after work b/c she gets off at 2 she told me that her mom thought they were having sex. and she says she wasnt and she wouldnt ever do that to me. we usually go places together every weekend b/c we go to different schools and my friends goes to the same school as me. we go with a bunch of friends and our friends just hang and me and my girlfriend make out in the park. in movies she usually lays on my and we kiss for most of the movie. but last friday was differnt. all we did was hold hands and i had my other hand on her upper thigh like i usually do when i sit somewhere together. we only kissed a couple times during a 2 hour movie and only used toungue for maybe 10 or 15 seconds the whole night. when we sat down i was between her and my friend. she asks to switch with me b/c she says she wanted someone on the other side of her. the whole movie she would keep whispering things in my friends ear and throughout the night too. she barley achknowlaged me, i was pissed off and hurt at the same time. i really wanted to leave but i was afraid something would happen between them.
a week bofore that me her and my friends were in my room and me and me and her were making out on my bed for a little bit and then she sat on my chair to use the phone and i start playing video games with my friends while shes on the phone. and when she gets off she whispers stuff to my friend and she wont tell me anything. again im like what the hell. and what really has been pissing me off lately is that she spends atleast twice as much time with him then me. i feel like she doesnt care about me they way she used to. maybe we need more time alone together or maybe we should just break up. im not sure what to do. im going insane trying to figure out whats going on lately.
plus i dont know whats shes going to say about my x-mas gift that i got her. my friend said she only had a couple of them so i got her a pink and black thong and some chocolate that she likes. so any advice and the the possible problem that she might be cheating would be great. thanks
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