Date: June 07, 2008 at 10:57:31
From: Sunshine
Age: 24
Subject: Re: anal sex serious ?
Thank you guys very much for your opinions and not just berating me for a life that I once lived. I even made it very clear to the men. I don't want to enjoy it I am not going to get off and I really wont even like it my theory/theme was that we both have an objective here I want the money and you want to orgasm lets get there. I didn't like to hang out with them or go on a date. I made a point to not enjoy it, though I do know girls who figured why not enjoy it and have fun, i told everyone it was solely my job and it was great money but at what expense right....
Me and my current beau have great chemistry there is an electric current that flows every single time our skin touches. I am a very heartfilled romantic when it comes to love and we are madly in love. Since my post about the anal sex we haven't really done it much more. We are having sex regularly. he has always told me he was a very sexual person (most men are) and that he feels thats how he shows a woman he loves her, by making her orgasm or at least that is how he has always felt so it baffels him the way that I look/think of sex. I try to get into it and just because I don't orgasm as much doesnn't mean that I don't enjoy it at all I definetly love some of the feelings even though I don't get off. We bought a vibrator that is used with oral because that is the only way I can get off with a man (that has been a problem since I started having sex) i really enjoyed the intensity of it and since he was still using his tongue he feels good about making me orgasm.
Ironically enough he is not into cuddling as much as I would like though he's not against it totally. We are definetly working on it but it is hard. Relationships are hard though I guess and I have an awful lot of baggage I am carrying along with me!
Thanks Thomas and Nikki!!!!!!!!!!
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