Date: August 28, 2009 at 01:00:45
From: confused
Age: 17
Subject: was i sexually abused?
The other night I was listening to the show and people who had been sexually abused were talking and Dr. Drew mentioned symptoms. One was that these people tend to find any way to destroy relationships, and I realized that I do that with every kind of relationship I have but my families. Second was they have odd fantasies.
Well when I was in about 2nd grade my neighbors, who were girls, and i say about 7th grade would babysit me(I'm a female). We'd play house and they would be mom and dad and have me watch them make out. My memory is sort of blocked from this and from what I can remember that's all they did. So I was wondering does this count as sexual abuse?
I mean I've watched porn, and I seem to only be attracted to lesbian porn but I have no lesbian desires of my own. I have never felt attracted to a woman or fantasized myself with a woman. I feel very attracted to men and so far men only. I also don't feel curious towards woman. I am not homophobic what-so-ever, but it's just how I feel.
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